what do you do when...

what do you do when...
you feel so hopeless?
when...
you feel so confused?
when...
you feel so lost in the dark?
when...
you feel so stupid?
when...
you feel no one cares?
when...
you're mad but you don't know why?
when...
you don't know whether to smile or to cry?
when...
you just want to scream out for no exact reason?
when...
you just think life's unfair?

.............................

i think of god...
and how he wants me to live life to the fullest...
and how everything was paid for on that cross...
of how victory was gained...
ready for us to receive it...
how god is so wonderful...
how he is so willing to wait for us though we just push him aside...

everyday of our lives...
we call ourselves christians...
but what exactly have we done...
or HAVE we even done anything...
to spend time with god?
to glorify his name whole heartedly?

no... we dont...
we always look at those beside us...
thinking its weird to just praise him..
showing what he really means to us through our emotions....
isn't it unfair?
how much god is willing to sacrifice for us...
but we don't really give anything in return?

now is the time...
for us youth to stand up...
and being the future generations of the church,
we SHOULD change...
we should learn what is written...
we should learn how to love one another...
we should learn to obey...
we should learn to follow where god leads us...

but how?
through prayer...

and eventhough you can't see god...
by faith and by will...
his works will be seen...
miracles and possibilities....
open up to us...
we just have to believe....

jesus you ARE the reason i live...
=)