Late update on TMC Youth Camp 2009 (its just pics)

during the talk.

having lunch

in the bus.

damn lazy now...
upload the whole thing tml. =)

g'night :)

Pmr Results. Late update

so yeah, three days ago, the whole of Malaysia has been going on about Pmr Results.

And yes, finally, for the form 3's, the worst of 2009 is over =)



That's what i got for my oh-not-so-well-nearly-perfect results.
and no, its not an iphone. [ it was suppose to be. =( ]

but anyways, Congrats again to all form 3's.
You've done well =)

we shall meet again in form 5...
*horror music*
.....spm.....

:D

School 2010

ok, so here's an update.
(not like anyone reads this blog but yeah..)

Things to say :

If you haven't watched alvin and the chipmunks 2...
you MUST MUST watch it
(damn cute man!! >.<)

Things to do :

attend dinner tonight for grandparents anniversary...
(why am i telling u this again? nvm.. )

oh and download more tap tap songs for some pigg who wants to play it. :P


* * * *

Christmas is over...
and now, there's a new season to celebrate...
let us now prepare our hearts...
and celebrate...
the coming of....

School.

enjoy all the time u have left of 2009. cause u aint gonna see it no more.
and if u have anything to say to anyone
This is a good time. ( do it before the new year =) ]



This the season to be jolly
tralalalala la la la la
This the season to start studies...
tralalalala la la la la

off we go to form four!
tralalalala la la la la
Time to meet our next year's teachers...
tralalalala la la la... *BOOM*

whoops. i think i blew my brains out.

Happy Belated Boxing Day =)

oh oh!

before i forget!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL!!!!
just in time for your last birthday wish ehh!

(damn im kinda a lil later than beth but oh well.. im the last one to wish you! :D)

happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mel! happy birthday to you~!

12.12.09

sweet sixteen!!!!

Tiring?

12.43 am

im going to jay koopman's session tomorrow in EBC.
can wake up one larh, don't need an alarm clock (it starts at 8.30 am)

Morning.

wakes up. " ahh... =) just in tim...."
looks at clock. "crap... its 10am..."
-.-

10.38 am

Switches on the laptop and starts chatting and playing games.

Later,

Ian : eli! are you going for drama practice l8r?
eli : yea i am.

looks at clock. 1.20. shiet. (it starts at 2pm)

2 pm.

..........
mother : aiya you ah! i tell you so many times already, you and your brother lah...
you have to teach your brother you know! You are older so you understand
more.. teach your brother the true meaning of christmas... are you listenin?

daughter : yes mom..

mother : are you sure...

daughter : yes mom...

that used alot of thinking :P

4.25 pm

hey! sorry i'm late.
leroy plays the drums.. he's good! :D
bryan : ok your turn now.
*hits the wrong drum*
bryan : *laughs*

LOL

5.00 pm

starts jon lim's practice for camp.
sam : i think G is too low.. cannot reach
jon : no A is too high, i tranposed it one key lower so can reach
sam : no A is ok lerh!
jon : i cannot reach A! i tried before ok..
sam : eli! play A for me
eli : *blurrs* ahh? ok...
sam : see ok what..
jon : no its too high lah!

it went on and on...
and finally

anne : can you like just sing it in G?! just do it without complaining ok!!
eli : *thinking to self : Go Anne!! =D "
sam : someone is pissed...

practice was good though =)
congratz jon lim lol

8.00 pm

pizza's here!
(not gonna elaborate.. Y-U-M-M-Y)

9.00 pm

(sending beth home)

beth : *smacks eli*
eli : woii BETH why you HIT me?
beth : *softly* tia kang one you.. wait ahh.. (at least thats what i think she said)

p.s im so happy for you that you had one hour of bonding time with your guard =)

thats all =)

Save your breath

Why waste our time...
stuck in our past?
Why waste time keeping grudges?

Life's too short people...

To live a life full of anger, fear, depression, hate, discrimination and unforgiveness...
OR
To live a happy life of wonderful memories, joy and peace..

Thats up to us...

But..
Why live a life full of hatred?
sometimes... it may be fun...
but... you cant have that kinda fun forever...

i made a choice to change today..
how about you?

brief run-through

yes as you all already blubberly know..
PMR is over.
and that this blog..
has been dead
since God knows when.

moving on..

ok so the year is ending
but...
next year's gonna be GREAT
yes a new year to start over...
so PEOPLE!! its not too late to start anew...
set your goals...
set your REACHABLE goal..

for those of you who are planning on a diet...
word to the wise...
plan a diet that you CAN do and that you LIKE...
and don't starve yourself cause it makes you fatter.

drink lotsa water people...
and no...
im not gonna update on the kl trip.
yet.

UPDATE for MYF
this saturday we shall venture to SIB CITY..
in case you don't know where that is...
find out.

and yes youth camp is a longg lonngg way to go.

self-critism kills you

When you start saying " ah bugger, impossible to get an A larh. If i get an A i run around the school with my undies " you are actually criticizing urself.

you actually make it seem like you can't do it at first by saying negative things..

but slowly you'll start thinking negatively...

you'll keep telling yourself..

NO way i can do it.. its too hard.. it's IMPOSSIBLE

but NO you are W-R-O-N-G!

everything that we tell ourselves affect the way we behave, act and progress.

if you tell yourself it's too hard.. i can't do it..

you'll NEVER do it.

BUT

if you tell yourself i CAN do it... i KNOW i can..

you WILL do it

(*note : if you say you CAN do it you have to put determination and effort in that something. you can't just expect good things to come flying to you or appearing in front of you like magic! " Yang bulat tidak datang bergolek, yang pipih tidak datang melayang" )

WHY DO WE SELF-CRITICIZE OURSELVES?

sometimes people criticize themselves just to show people that they are "HUMBLE". self-criticism does NOT, i repeat does NOT make you sound humble. it just makes you sound even DUMBER!

self-criticism will eventually lead people to look down on your abilities. because when you criticize yourself, it makes others feel superior when you fail to do something well.

the first of the first..

one day down..
four more to go..
=(

the best things in life

The best things in life...
are NOT hard to find...
the best things in life..
are just around you....
you hafta open ur eyes and see every single blessing that is poured down from heaven for you...

the best things in life...
is getting to push your best friend into the lunchroom and lock her from outside..
xD
is being able to see the birds and the beautiful sky...
is being able to hear music that quietens the soul...
is being able to walk, run and jump...
is being able to smile...

is being able to have parents who love you...
is being able to have people who care about you...
is being able to have friends who laughs with you...
who shares your joy but also your misery...

is being able to enjoy food...
is being able to feel important..
is being able to speak up...

is being able to know you're alive...
is being able to know that everything around you...
is brilliant in its own simple ways...

be grateful for being able to be everything you are now...
=)

friends like you

friends like you..=)
thanks for always being there for me...
in rain or shine...
in ur ups or downs...
ur always there...
with arms open wide to welcome all my misery and turn them upside down...
though i sometimes push you away...
being mean to you...
but you never gave up on me...
you'd always know what to do, when i turn to you...
when i start complaining abt how much my life sucks...
you'd make me feel that there's always someone there to talk to... to comfort me...
cause i've been so self-centered...
been always thinking of nothing but myself...
and i was seldom there for you when you needed help...
truly dear friend,
you too are a blessing to me...
and i thank God...
that he made me go through times in my life...
and now...
i not only feel revived emotionally...
but through knowing others...
it truly... made my spiritual life overcome that big gap...
so you are one of those important blessed people...
that changed my life from a dead-misery to a happy-story...
dear friend...
there aren't enough words for me to describe my sincere deep gratitude to you...
and i want you to know...
when you feel down or unappreciated...
remember...
i appreciate you
i'll pray for you...
dont lose faith friend...
dont be scared...
when life tries to frighten you...
you say BOO and chase it away!!
=)
thanks friend...
god bless your beautiful soul..

and to all of you out there...
learn to appreciate your friends...
no matter how screwed up they are...
let them know you're always there...
and that you wont let them walk alone...

BACK TO SCHOOLL...==

yeaps its back to school peoples!
==.....
i have no mind for blogging(and i nvr did,,,)
but im just writing all this load of crap just to revive this dead-sad blog...
nyahahahahahahahhaha!!!
once upon a time...
there lived a human named eli..
eli loves to sleep in class..
and not get noticed by the teachers...
and eat alot of ice cream
and CANDY...
the end-
p.s we dared dawn to open another closed lid...
but too bad there wasn't anything big or interesting for us to find in there...

back to school *officially*

=(..
how i wish school would invent a sleeping class..
50 mins of sleeping...
ahhhhhh
paradise.... =)

its... BACK TO SCHOOL... =(

dangg...
the whole week's gone so fast...
=(((
back to school tomoro...
graahhhhh....
and yes..
i finally remembered the minutes....
==...

eli

wanna sip?




even animals can pray... why cant you? :P


mo-jo-jo-jo's pet cat mo-jo-ji-ji


if u can spot it, you're not dumb


our commando for third world war..

Z: HEY!! its not bad from up here... prob is how the hell am i gonna get down?


smell that stench?


looks like brenteo... nyaha!!

i am currently very bored....


yes... NO YOU turn...

it'll cut u if your emo..


an elephant is lighter...



cheers.
eli

friday the 13th

today is friday the thirteenth!!!
*horror music*
nothing happened lei...
proves no such thing as bad luck on friday the 13th!!!
=)

the type of outgoing humans in our youth society

above: our myf president. *salute*

*ahem* no caption... lOl

black bird?

a nun..

a she male

the second nun!
nyahahahahaha!!!
these people are very special you know why?
cause they dare to take pics like these!!!!
XDD
dun kill me yet....
MUAHAHAHHAHA

evil eli

this blog dead:

THIS BLOG IS TEMPORARILY DEAD
DUE TO THE FACT THAT ME IS WAITING FOR SOMETHING UN-CRAP TO BLOG ABOUT
SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE CAUSE
AND THE TIMES WASTED FOR READING THIS
TUNE IN NEXT WEEK TO SEE WHAT IS INSTALLED FOR MID-MARCH!!!!!!!!
cheers,
eli

22feb

we went to send jloh off today..
and i was VERY VERY early..
cause it took me a long long long time to persuade my mum to send...
surprisingly after all the ranting...
she agreed to send me to the airport..
HALLELUJAH
==

* * *
tho i only got to spend like i dunno 10 mins?
well...
it was sad to actually see him off la...
hard to explain...
when i got in the car...
and read the letter...
hah..
so much emotions...
i was somehow touched...
annoyed cause he called me italiano man...

well...
overall...
it's not goodbye! its cya l8r ( http://daaaawn.blogspot.com/ )
=)

what do you do when...

what do you do when...
you feel so hopeless?
when...
you feel so confused?
when...
you feel so lost in the dark?
when...
you feel so stupid?
when...
you feel no one cares?
when...
you're mad but you don't know why?
when...
you don't know whether to smile or to cry?
when...
you just want to scream out for no exact reason?
when...
you just think life's unfair?

.............................

i think of god...
and how he wants me to live life to the fullest...
and how everything was paid for on that cross...
of how victory was gained...
ready for us to receive it...
how god is so wonderful...
how he is so willing to wait for us though we just push him aside...

everyday of our lives...
we call ourselves christians...
but what exactly have we done...
or HAVE we even done anything...
to spend time with god?
to glorify his name whole heartedly?

no... we dont...
we always look at those beside us...
thinking its weird to just praise him..
showing what he really means to us through our emotions....
isn't it unfair?
how much god is willing to sacrifice for us...
but we don't really give anything in return?

now is the time...
for us youth to stand up...
and being the future generations of the church,
we SHOULD change...
we should learn what is written...
we should learn how to love one another...
we should learn to obey...
we should learn to follow where god leads us...

but how?
through prayer...

and eventhough you can't see god...
by faith and by will...
his works will be seen...
miracles and possibilities....
open up to us...
we just have to believe....

jesus you ARE the reason i live...
=)

updated...

cha-ahhh borhh..
updated liao la happy?
i got nothing to say except...
PLANETSHAKERS IS TOMORO!!!!
woo hoooes...

someone owes me scoops...
someone owes me scoops...
MUAHAHAHHAHAHA

ICE CREAMMM!!!!! :D
lalalala
*skips in paradise*

XDD
yes i cant wait for my ice cream if i even get it that is...

=((((
nvm
i WILL get it eventually
XDDD

ATTENTION : today's ordinary dose of "news"

ATTENTION :



This is SHE ^^^^^^ up there....
dawn : i'm bringing sexay back.. YEAHHHH



She's da nerdy looking mummy on the right...
XDD



yes...
still on the right...
do u see the perkembangan?
getting prettier rite?
REALISE IT DAWN!!!!
EMBRACE IT!!!!
hahaha


yes and she's that one in the middle...
two guys...
she not bad rite?
XDD
joking LAAA
we were actually taking photos with random ppl...
it's sumting like...
grab a human and take a picture thing...

and yes...
that's her in the middle...
our dear friend...
DAWN...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

stupid homework

i hate you homework...
i hate maths...
HELP ME!!!
save me from this evil math homework...
i wanna eat it up...
but i dun think it's edible...
too many numbers...
T.T

another boring one...

i've spent sleepless nights...
thinking of stupid thoughts...
that came across my mind...
as time passes by...

every single thought held a memory...
a memory that i wanted to forget...
but i just cant cause its stuck there...
some of my greatest regrets...

i learnt that in life...
there's no easy way out...
the fact that i've been running away from my problems...
so often that i forgot that courage i had...
the courage to stand up for myself....

i kept telling myself..
think happy thoughts...
but it just didn't seem to work...
every happy thought led to a bad memory...
somehow..
i have no idea either how it all started...

all my regrets are haunting me...
i'm trying to escape this tight grasp...
i'm trying to pull myself together...
and stand up when i'm falling...

every second...
i feel myself trying hard to stand up...
but whenever i do..
at the same time...
i fall back to where i started...

it seems so hard to reach the top...
i feel like im half-way there...
and something pulls me all the way to the bottom...
again.

why am i not asking God for help?
why am i unsure of everything?
why am i so insecure?
God HELP me..

i dunno whats wrong with me right now...
but whatever it is...
God...
nothing is impossible for you to handle...
i lift it up to you...
God...
take all this burden away from me...
please....

29/01/09

happy birthday j.loh!!!

2009!!! here we come..

HAPPY NEW YEAR KUCHING!!!!
blessed new year guys... =)

1 more hour...

another hour...
take this time...
to think about everything you've done that was unpleasing to anyone...
take this time...
to remember every good deed you've done to help others...
take this time...
to forgive and ask for forgive-ness from those you've unpleased...
take this time...
to think....
about what you've done in the past year...
take this time...
to think...
what you're gonna do to improve the next years to come...

it's not about the amount of wrongs you've done...
it's about what you've done to help others and yourself...
happy new years eve everyone...

and remember...
dont keep it all inside now...
let it go and pass...
like the wind...
after every storm... there's a rainbow...

tell yourself that 2009... will be better...
=) god bless you

i wish i could save you....

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
Youll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
Its Just skins and bones
Theres nothing left to take
No matter what I do I cant make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
Ill pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
Ill give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause Ill be waiting if you fall
Oh you know Ill be there for you


If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know

I wish I could save you

shoud i be...

should i be...
happy?
sad?
confused?
angry?
dissapointed?
excited?
should i...
smile?
frown?
scream?

yes i do sound emo...
hahaha...
stupid brain...
dong you mood!!
grrr... =(

Yes or No?

Yes or No?
questions im asking myself day by day...
it's to make the right desicions...
its hard to do something you love but others dont...
its hard to do something others love but you dont...

so which is it?
everyday....
Yes or No?
=S

someone's watching over me?

when i feel alone...
God i know you're always there for me...
though i cant touch/see/feel your presence...
but i know your there...
always there...
you'll never leave me in the dark...

God im sorry i didnt turn to you when i needed help...
though i always know your there for me...
your the one watching over me...
your the one giving me hope...
your the reason im breathing air...
your the reason im standing on the solid grounds of the earth...

God i wanna do something for you...
God i wanna help you bring the lost souls back to the kingdom...
but im stil debating with myself...
i dont know how...
God will you lead me?
God will you show me the way?

In this life...
There's many problems i cant face myself...
God im scared...
but God...
thank you for showing me the goodness in life...
You said lift all burdens up to you...
everytime i give it all up..
more comes in...
God please show me the way...

There many obstacles in life i have to go through..
God let your light shine on the right paces of life...
God thank you for being there for me...
God, thank you for loving me...
=')

regrets? memories? 2009....

hello...
yes yes i noe...
it was probably centuries ago since i last updated...
but what to do...
im restricted from the friggin comp on weekdays bsides friday and saturday nia..
=(

ANYHOESSSS....
since my blog has been dead for awhile..
i've decided to revive it...
for now..
haha...

yes my title, REGRETS? MEMORIES? 2009....
you'd probably have a brief idea abt wad im gonna talk/rant abt here...
hahaha...
go on reading if u have nothing better to do...
but dont blame me if it bores you to death...

okie dokie...
where to start...
ahhh yes...

PMR year...*bimboes screams and runs away..*
how random of me...
kay...
being serious now...
ahem ahem...

well... im half-not and half-yea feeling a lil stressed...
tho its JUST the beginning of the year... and school just start for like wad? 3 weeks?
i just regret that i din exactly enjoyed all my time in form 1 n 2 larhh...
im hoping that i wont end up in some crazy-retarded-mental hospital by the mid-year...
form 3 for now isn't exactly what i had in mind...
it's more... not so scary...
maybe for now... i dont know abt the future...
it's not like i can fortell right?

grrr....
memories...
tho i dun really recall any...
but anyways...
it's suppose to be those typical type of memories that when u look back...
you'd feel " DANG i missed those times... i wanna turn back time.."
but i gues its just something that passed...
and just probably would feel nice to remember how it was like...
hahaha...

*im very bored now so thats y im writing lots of stuff... stupid stuff...*

but i NOE wad i miss...
haha...
i miss youth convention...
where i screamed around yelling like some suku-kia, "ICE CREAM"...
and joking abt how drinking coke can make u hyper till you run like 1km/sec?
lol...
ohoh and i miss the cold showers too...
and the kicking slippers on top of the hill like mad people...
aND waking up josephine with my phone alarm *kenny G ringtone..MUAHAHA*
i probably miss alot of stuff that i cant list here...

i noe a SWEET memory that i made just end of last year...
haha...
its when i met...
GUES WHO...
haha not telling...
but u noe hu u are...
hahaha...
stripe!!! ang tao peng buddy...
hahahaha.....

lalalalalalala...
well... im still hoping that maybe 2009 wont be as bad as i always thought it wud be...
haha...
yes and now im gonna say something u wudnt even think i wud ever say...

i'm just gonna see how God leads me and just follow his plan that he laid out for me... haha... =)

nites everyone...