What i see in friends

Usually, we all want to see loyalty,honestly,kindness,cheerfulness and etc in friends...but seriously...what type of person would give that to you...no friend in this world is 100% honest to you...no friend in this world will tell u everything...you know why?...it's either they think you would get mad or they are sumhow discriminating you behind you're back and don't want to get into trouble but tell you a different story to get extra credit and that you would "trust" them more so that they can use you...seriously...exactly what kind of friend will always tell you the truth about yourself?...they are always hiding stuff behind you're back so don't believe them 100%...
Friends always say "I'm telling you this so that you will realise..." or "I'm telling you this for your own good" but thats all shit...they just don't want to feel bad after they admitted...surely one day you're gonna leave your friends so why bother making good friends now?...no friend can stay with you forever...don't be still stuck in those fairytales and wonderlands thingy...that's just crap...come to reality...friends don't last forever...nothing last forever...the reason to live a life is just to come to this earth love one another then leave the world...friends can say "I'll always be there for you" or "Iwant to understand you" after that they'd probably leave you or make you mad or blame you...no one can stand up for you...be independant! Only you yourself can stand up for yourself...only you yourself can help yourself...only you yourself can trust yourself...
Don't trust friends...believe me...they'll one day backstab you real bad and you'll regret it...or either you or them leave the school then say "Must keep in touch ya?" after that...do you see the communication? the answer is NO. if you ever meet them, you'll see that they have new friends and see that they hang out as often as you did...how bad would you feel?... friends are not everything in life...they can easily backstab you...like DISCRIMINATING...oh wells...i hope you get my point.